Sunday, October 17, 2010

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

So right now, I'm waiting for my burger, fries, and milkshake to arrive... Hellooooo freshman 45. I don't feel bad about it though, because I'm starving, and I have homework to accomplish. I can't do that when I'm hungry. I actually can be really mean when I'm hungry, sooo yeah. I'm pretty excited about it. I have a chocolate shake topped with reese's, crinkle fries, and a well done burger waiting to be consumed by me. It's quite exciting.

ANYway... there's a guy with a guitar in the room next to me. He is an ok guitar player, but he has not stopped playing for the past hour. Now a singing girl has joined in. She is not that good. I think she wishes she was Amy Lee. Like that could ever happen. Hmph.

I'm really really sad because I didn't get to go to Acatoberfest. I would've loved it if I'd gone, I know that for sure. :( I love stuff like that.

Ok this girl is never gonna shut up, I swear to God as soon as my food comes I am gonna peace it to the ARC so I can actually get my shit done. Good news? I took my Psych quiz at 4:30 in the morning and got an A. Aw hellz yeah. =D

I love Snyder. Moving here is honestly one of the best decisions I've made since coming here. The nicest people live here. It's so cozy and just nice. I love everything about it. Besides this opera-singing wannabe Amy Lee, of course.

...So, I'm kind of confused. About my major. About what to study. I love writing and I know that I want to do that forever. I just don't think that English Education is the right major for me. I don't know... it sucks being undecided because everyone knows what classes to take for their major and stuff, and then I just... don't... know. :/ It's ok. I'll figure it out eventually. I just feel kind of stuck and it's not a fun feeeling. I guess the college transition in general has just been a lot harder than I thought it'd be.

8 days until Speak Now... aw HEELLZZ YEAH!! so excited. One of the songs from the record, "Back to December", was released on Tuesday, and I love it. It's definitely one of my favorite TSwift songs. It made me sad because it made me realize how much I miss someone, but our relationship is nothing like the song, because it wasn't a romantic relationship. It just ended kind of quietly and made me feel confused. I miss this person a lot... I wish they knew that and I wish they felt the same. The fact that they don't is what hurts me the most. But anyway, as usual, I relate A LOT to the emotions of the lyrics of the song. That's where the title of this post comes from, because it's just so true. Sometimes, you think you need a break from someone, and then you get it, and it turns out that what you wanted wasn't a break from them, but more of them.

I'm being deep now. Haha. Anyway.  ✇. ♥. TSwift.

:D

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