I don't get people sometimes.
Right now I'm super frustrated for a couple of reasons.
1) Basically, the thing that I'm the most passionate about in the world, I can't do anymore. Which sucks. But what sucks worse than that is the fact that it might actually come into fruition here and then I'll have to stand by and watch it happen. I hope I'm happy with the choices I've made. I think I will be, but at the same time, I want it all and I'm tired of always being disappointed! But, I mean, everything happens for a reason I guess. Hmph.
I feel like I'm always complaining about something or other. But whatever.
...Also, I can't believe she's gonna get what she wants. AGAIN. What the fuck... I am very very VERY angry and I don't even want to come back now. Seriously. Knowing what she did, it makes me sick to know that no one even cares. It's all just blown over. That's stupid as hell. Is that why we spent so much time shit-talking her? So she could just flutter right back in and take over? Fuck that shit. So annoyed.
I am NEVER going back when she is there. Right now, there's a good chance I won't even want to come back at all.
I'm in a really weird mood.
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